OK here we go…
This has been the most interesting week yet in my Hero’s Journey to Freedom.
I realize that some who along with me on this magnificent journey are having a wonderful time. Things are changes wonders are happening and dare I say it, yes say it, say it, Miracles are happening in their lives.
Sad to say, no scratch that, gratefully saying it has been a hard, and disappointing week for me. I have battled most every day with taking the actions I know will change my life forever. It has been a fight to energize my readings to sit and focus during my meditations and especially to not have opinions about everything.
You may be thinking what a schmuck this guy is so stuck he’ll not be able to breakthrough, he’ll be stuck in the same old grind, of lack, limitation, opinions and fears for the rest of his life. If that the case for you, you’re not alone because I’ve had those moments this week myself. But I realized this is exactly where I AM supposed to be. Rather than comparing myself to those lucky dogs who have already broken through, I got Clear this is my Hero’s Journey not anyone elses! That being the case I needed to stop comparing, stop having an opinion about where I was and go with the flow. Go with the flow of my experience of this adventure, allow myself to feel whatever I felt, allow my thoughts to come through, evaluate them and clean them out or use them to propel myself forward.
I got (Groked) that I was moving towards or possibly in the middle of a Breakthrough. What does that mean? For me it means I AM so challenging my old Blueprints (Beliefs Systems) my subconscious is rebelling, fighting willing to do anything to survive, which means whatever you do don’t change. The breakthrough means the old Blueprint will Die, be destroyed, blown through, Broken Through.
The problem is if I don’t hold on continue to do my reading my sitting my visioning my new life could Die before it really has a chance to be birthed and Live. Having gone through more than one major shift in my life I know what a breakthrough feels like and what it feels like when the battle for the old is going on, and when the old blueprint is about to Die out.
As I write this I feel the change a comin’ Breakthrough is here Baby. If you’ve read this far, I must say Thank You. Now I must ask, Have you Broken Through or are you still in the battle, or worse yet have you let your new life opportunity Die?
Where ever you are I honor you in your journey, I praise your willingness to even attempt the Journey.
Peace & Blessings